3rd January 2013

Biodiversity is quite possibly the hardest subject to revise, ever. There are so many names and so many different terms to learn about, it's slowly draining my brain. I cannot for the life of me get myself motivated enough to be able to cope with any more than an hour of attempted revision per day.
What bugs me even further is the fact that I am the first person in my family to attend uni, and to progress onto further education, and so there is nobody that can understand the amount of pressure exams put you under, nor help me out in the slightest. That joined with the fact that everybody surrounding me (minus my course mates) only have to deal with assignments, make this so much harder to deal with. 'They'll be over soon' and 'You'll be fine!', do NOT help my stress in the slightest. I'd do anything to be able to be given assignments over exams right now. And if anybody even mutters 'You only have to pass first year', I WILL KNOCK YOU OUT!. I don't want to 'just pass', I want to know that I am capable of getting a good grade.

On a brighter note, my sister made me smile today, by setting out all of her things out like mine were whilst I was revising, and looked as if she was working hard on her Disney Princess activity book. Oh, to be seven, again. My brother also told me that he's going to fly to America to kill Katy Perry, and then return to stab me with needles, because I told him off. Fair to say, the little buggers preventing me from peace and quiet for revision, are also a good source of  amusement, aw.

xoxo, L